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i am proudly single.
i'm choossy? no and never.
perfect? perfectly unperfect.

aiman. i'm sorry. dia ta ada dlm sejarah hidup nur amalina shadan. he never be there for me. and i never crush on him. it is just matter of jealousy.

currently happy what am i doing and having.
to namie:
ama belajar dari namie. ama dah stop sayang dia more than bestfriend. hee. ama juga dah belajar jangan harapkan sesuatu yang imposible jadi:)

to min:
dear, i happy sayang. i dah ta suka sapa sapa melainkan chris brown and jesse mccartney. hee. i ada mission, tapi mission tu bile i 24 or 25 years old. nt i bisik u oke. hee.

to elle:
babe, i think about this matter more than a week. hehe. i rasa nerd comel. so, i nak close ngn bdk nerd. nerd ta naif malahan bijak. bezanyer diorg ialah dress up diorg. they kinda weird but they are awesome. kan kan.

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aiman?

ama sorry.

say goodbye

Look we gotta talk
Dang I knowI know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright..
Listen..

Baby come here and sit down,
let's talk I got a lot to say so
I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

How do you let it go?
When you,You just don't know?
What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out,
talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Dude I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times
I Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me,I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

How do you let it go?
When you,You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Howyou not gonna see it?

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move'
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Dude it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Listen to your heart
Dude you know,We should be apart,
baby I just can't do it I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Do you hear me crying?

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move'
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
It's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move'
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

*edit by amamamama!

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please lah band yang diberi nama 'HUJAN' ta suka kau! tu je. hee. sorry:p
thank you:)

c y r i l, im in love.

ouh. in love with cyril:) he's awesome oke. the ways he makes magic. hee. teruja. dia senyum un jadi kepuasan. bak kata blue, good looking. and even aadek u kata, handsome. hee. HAHA. adek kata,

ena, buat magic mampu tackle awek .

hee. betol betol. sweet bole. grrr. bile lah dia nak convert islam bole lah aku masok line. HAHA.

a day to remember

oke.last two weeks. ta disangka sangka. faq,namie and me kuar. actly ta di-plan un.pasal i'm busy ngn routine harian dan jadual merayap bersama rakan rakan. mlm bfre kuar tu, namie text dia kata nak hangout with alip. and dia nak faq hantar. and faq nak aku ikot. at first ta bole lah. pasal kena amik nenek dan ptg nak teman hasrol bt buku bank apa tah.

ol of sudden hasrol ta jdi nak buat dulu. so ada lah kesempatan nak hangout ngn dua org ni bila petang. yeh.pagi pagi pegi amik nenek. the tengahari mcm uh, namie dtg umah. bfre namie dtg agy, me dah siap solat lah. or else ta sempat pulak. namie dtg je, dah redi dah cuma blom pki tudung je.

sempat kami bergosip semua. si faq ta sampai sampai. geram je. siap salin baju kedua tau ta. kau ni betul betul janji melayu lah fakry. grrrr. ouh. lupa, naie ta jadi kuar ngn alip. ta au napa. hehe.

bile faq smpi je, i'm not redi pasal tudung ta pakai. grr. namie kata, cepat ama faq dah sampai. then i pun cakap, sruh dia tgu.i'm not redi.hee.
lpas siap je, trus kuar and terlupa yang dua dua hp kt dlm umah. grr. tapi nasib baik nenek aa kat dapur. sruh nenek tolong amikkan. hee. actly aku lupa bawak kunci ,tu pasal alu pintu dapur. HAHA.

faq drive trus ke celcom centre. dia nak pay bills. namie and me just follows him. aku ta faham da buat apa kat sana sampai amik masa yang lama. hee.
after ol, pegi digi centre plak. namie ada kemuslihatan psl digi bapak dia. aku mmg ta ada apa apa. hee. tapi time uh i'm busy nk tnye sapa nak join gy movie with blue's company. heee.
so aku ta lah bosan sgt temankan faq and namie selesaikan mslh celcom dan digi. AHAHA.

ouh. lepas uh. faq dan namie ta ada hala tujuan nak pegi mana. apa lagi wisma lah tempat melepak. kami pegi abc wisma. namie makan nasi goreng dan abc, faq pulak abc dan chakueh while me makan teh o limau dan kacang pool. hee. as usual lah i mmg suka makan uh :p
faq kata, nak tgu his friends, so tgu lah. sampai habis mknan. HAHA. actly i ta lapar agy tp boring punyer psl, i order nasi goreng. tapi ta habis un. hee. kacang pool tu pun ta hbs and i ask faq to habiskan. hee.

kawan faw un dtg. bebual semua.mcm serious matters je. tegang je muka. HAHA. whatever lah. none of my business. i ta suka amik port org. buat semak kepla je. melainkan diorg nak bercerita pada saya. the i listen to:)

habis mereka berbual semua. faq, namie and me pergi ke danga bay. at first igt faq gurau je nak karoke. rupanyer betul betul. gosh. biasanyer nyanyi ngn ALAA, kay dan syuk so ta berasa segan sgt. wlpun faq my bestfriend, tapi ta pernah aku nayanyi dpn dia. hee.
terpaksa nyanyi juga. hee. oke lah. i met afiq. hee. dia un menyanyi. he saw me. he text me, ama nyanyi je, aku tutup telinga. bongek lah. malu seh.tapi bt dang je. dpn bestfriends je kot nyanyi. HAHA.faq nyanyi dgn penuh bertenaga seh. hee. dah lama ta dgr dia nyanyi since kami ada misundrstng. hee.

oke.lps karoke. pegi kat tepi pantai kat danga bay. ouh. dah lama ta pegi pantai. hee. tulis nama kat pantai , amik gambar. HAAHA. mcm bdk bdk. geli seh. hee.tapi sweet. the best moment is, kami gelak gelak semua. dah lama ta gelak mcm uh. truth be told i miss him.hee.

em. lepas uh. kmi pergi danga city mall pulak. but at the time. dah maghrib tapi dah call ibu dah. ibu kata balik jgn mlm mlm. actly nak balik dah pasal ta solat agy.hee. nak beli satu top ni. tapi rasanyer ta perlu lah. banyak agy baju belum dipakai:)

faq hantar kat rumah. such a wonderful day hangout gn downg:)
yes. i'm happy:p
thanks faq and namie.