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first of ol,
nak wish happy birthday to madihah!
me love you sayang. even kami ta lah close mana, tapi happy kot kawan ngn dia. dekan uh 3.98.gile kan? actly dia dpt 4flat. so kiranye 3 org la dpt 4flat ni. geliga btol. hee (:

yah.
actly entry ni untuk my beloved boyfriend, RADZI HANAFI HARITH. me love you sayang. dunt worry ta akan sia sia friendship kita (:
jangan la sedih. i kan ada. kau rock, awesome, handsome, cool and kepohhhhhh. yeh. ily (: and also, i really appreciate cara kau comfort aku bile aku in trouble. rasa aku pulak girlfriend kau. tapi aku mmg gf kau kan. hehe.
best pasal kau,

first: kau reti pujuk aku.
second: kau kelakar.
third: understanding.
fourth: best listener and best advicer
fifth: u love me.
sixth: wont makes me down

actly banyak agy, kang aku listkan kau terkejot plak. hehe
ouh, jangan pikir sgt psl benda yang bt kau rungsing tu, me love you. tau.
SAHABATama (:

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i am proudly single.
i'm choossy? no and never.
perfect? perfectly unperfect.

aiman. i'm sorry. dia ta ada dlm sejarah hidup nur amalina shadan. he never be there for me. and i never crush on him. it is just matter of jealousy.

currently happy what am i doing and having.
to namie:
ama belajar dari namie. ama dah stop sayang dia more than bestfriend. hee. ama juga dah belajar jangan harapkan sesuatu yang imposible jadi:)

to min:
dear, i happy sayang. i dah ta suka sapa sapa melainkan chris brown and jesse mccartney. hee. i ada mission, tapi mission tu bile i 24 or 25 years old. nt i bisik u oke. hee.

to elle:
babe, i think about this matter more than a week. hehe. i rasa nerd comel. so, i nak close ngn bdk nerd. nerd ta naif malahan bijak. bezanyer diorg ialah dress up diorg. they kinda weird but they are awesome. kan kan.

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aiman?

ama sorry.

say goodbye

Look we gotta talk
Dang I knowI know it's just
It's just...
Some things I gotta get of my chest alright..
Listen..

Baby come here and sit down,
let's talk I got a lot to say so
I guess I'll start by
Saying that I love you,
But you know, this thing ain't been
No walk in the park for us
I swear it'll only take a minute
You'll understand when I finish, yeah
And I don't wanna see you cry
But I don't wanna be the one to tell you a lie so

How do you let it go?
When you,You just don't know?
What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out,
talk about it
Everything I tried to remember to say
Just went out my head
So I'ma do the best I can to get you to understand

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move
'Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you, it's me I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

Dude I know your heart is breaking
And a thousand times
I Found myself asking, "Why? Why?"
Why am I taking so long to say this?
But trust me,I never
Meant to crush your world
And I never
Thought I would see the day we grew apart
And I wanna know

How do you let it go?
When you,You just don't know? What's on,
The other side of the door
When you're walking out, talk about it
I hope you understand
What I'm tryna say.We just can't go on
Pretending that we get along
Howyou not gonna see it?

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move'
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Dude it's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye
Listen to your heart
Dude you know,We should be apart,
baby I just can't do it I, I just can't do it
Listen to your heart Girl you know,
We should be apart, baby I just can't do it
And sometimes it makes me wanna cry
Do you hear me crying?

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move'
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
It's not you it's me.
I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

There's never a right time to say goodbye
But I gotta make the first move'
Cause if I don't you gonna start hating me
Cause I really don't feel the way I once felt about you
Girl it's not you it's me.I kinda gotta figure out what I need
There's never a right time to say goodbye
But we know that we gotta go
Our separate ways
And I know it's hard but I gotta do it,
And it's killing me
Cause there's never a right time
Right time to say goodbye

*edit by amamamama!

bla bla bla

please lah band yang diberi nama 'HUJAN' ta suka kau! tu je. hee. sorry:p
thank you:)

c y r i l, im in love.

ouh. in love with cyril:) he's awesome oke. the ways he makes magic. hee. teruja. dia senyum un jadi kepuasan. bak kata blue, good looking. and even aadek u kata, handsome. hee. HAHA. adek kata,

ena, buat magic mampu tackle awek .

hee. betol betol. sweet bole. grrr. bile lah dia nak convert islam bole lah aku masok line. HAHA.

a day to remember

oke.last two weeks. ta disangka sangka. faq,namie and me kuar. actly ta di-plan un.pasal i'm busy ngn routine harian dan jadual merayap bersama rakan rakan. mlm bfre kuar tu, namie text dia kata nak hangout with alip. and dia nak faq hantar. and faq nak aku ikot. at first ta bole lah. pasal kena amik nenek dan ptg nak teman hasrol bt buku bank apa tah.

ol of sudden hasrol ta jdi nak buat dulu. so ada lah kesempatan nak hangout ngn dua org ni bila petang. yeh.pagi pagi pegi amik nenek. the tengahari mcm uh, namie dtg umah. bfre namie dtg agy, me dah siap solat lah. or else ta sempat pulak. namie dtg je, dah redi dah cuma blom pki tudung je.

sempat kami bergosip semua. si faq ta sampai sampai. geram je. siap salin baju kedua tau ta. kau ni betul betul janji melayu lah fakry. grrrr. ouh. lupa, naie ta jadi kuar ngn alip. ta au napa. hehe.

bile faq smpi je, i'm not redi pasal tudung ta pakai. grr. namie kata, cepat ama faq dah sampai. then i pun cakap, sruh dia tgu.i'm not redi.hee.
lpas siap je, trus kuar and terlupa yang dua dua hp kt dlm umah. grr. tapi nasib baik nenek aa kat dapur. sruh nenek tolong amikkan. hee. actly aku lupa bawak kunci ,tu pasal alu pintu dapur. HAHA.

faq drive trus ke celcom centre. dia nak pay bills. namie and me just follows him. aku ta faham da buat apa kat sana sampai amik masa yang lama. hee.
after ol, pegi digi centre plak. namie ada kemuslihatan psl digi bapak dia. aku mmg ta ada apa apa. hee. tapi time uh i'm busy nk tnye sapa nak join gy movie with blue's company. heee.
so aku ta lah bosan sgt temankan faq and namie selesaikan mslh celcom dan digi. AHAHA.

ouh. lepas uh. faq dan namie ta ada hala tujuan nak pegi mana. apa lagi wisma lah tempat melepak. kami pegi abc wisma. namie makan nasi goreng dan abc, faq pulak abc dan chakueh while me makan teh o limau dan kacang pool. hee. as usual lah i mmg suka makan uh :p
faq kata, nak tgu his friends, so tgu lah. sampai habis mknan. HAHA. actly i ta lapar agy tp boring punyer psl, i order nasi goreng. tapi ta habis un. hee. kacang pool tu pun ta hbs and i ask faq to habiskan. hee.

kawan faw un dtg. bebual semua.mcm serious matters je. tegang je muka. HAHA. whatever lah. none of my business. i ta suka amik port org. buat semak kepla je. melainkan diorg nak bercerita pada saya. the i listen to:)

habis mereka berbual semua. faq, namie and me pergi ke danga bay. at first igt faq gurau je nak karoke. rupanyer betul betul. gosh. biasanyer nyanyi ngn ALAA, kay dan syuk so ta berasa segan sgt. wlpun faq my bestfriend, tapi ta pernah aku nayanyi dpn dia. hee.
terpaksa nyanyi juga. hee. oke lah. i met afiq. hee. dia un menyanyi. he saw me. he text me, ama nyanyi je, aku tutup telinga. bongek lah. malu seh.tapi bt dang je. dpn bestfriends je kot nyanyi. HAHA.faq nyanyi dgn penuh bertenaga seh. hee. dah lama ta dgr dia nyanyi since kami ada misundrstng. hee.

oke.lps karoke. pegi kat tepi pantai kat danga bay. ouh. dah lama ta pegi pantai. hee. tulis nama kat pantai , amik gambar. HAAHA. mcm bdk bdk. geli seh. hee.tapi sweet. the best moment is, kami gelak gelak semua. dah lama ta gelak mcm uh. truth be told i miss him.hee.

em. lepas uh. kmi pergi danga city mall pulak. but at the time. dah maghrib tapi dah call ibu dah. ibu kata balik jgn mlm mlm. actly nak balik dah pasal ta solat agy.hee. nak beli satu top ni. tapi rasanyer ta perlu lah. banyak agy baju belum dipakai:)

faq hantar kat rumah. such a wonderful day hangout gn downg:)
yes. i'm happy:p
thanks faq and namie.

lyshaimin sorry:(

first of ol, nk cakap, saya sayang my min min. i love and miss you dear:) i ta lupa u, i selalu dgr cerita psl u dr syakir, and glad that u fine. darling, sorry tau if i jrg cntct u dear, i mcm lost since i kena ditinggalkan oleh si bodoh tu:(

i miss you too. nanti balik jb, kite wayang and baskin as usual:) i happy that you tau i love you:) hee. darling, i found that, hidup i yang single dari dulu, best la. proudly single:) hmm, i nak prince charming juga. tapi bukan sekarang, i ta ready.

sayang, i dah ta close ngan dat guy agy. actly i dunt mind. dia ta special un, dia org yang last skali i suka. after that, ta agy. i pun ta tau napa. hee. and mayb i yang ta layak utk dorg dear. and mayb i terlalu memilih. grrr.

i tetiba rasa nk express something la yang i simpan last two months. hmm, actly i met someone that you know, and you told me about him. hmm, sekarang semua dah ta oke. hee. ta kesah la.

*actly ni blog yg dah lama nk dipost.tapi terlupa nak post. hee. me love min min:)
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saya pilih untuk diamkan diri. thank you. awak dan saya are not meant to be. sorry. i'm fuckin bored wih you. take care.

u did it=.="

im happy:)
macam baik je kau mula mula, nice, sweet, caring, and finally, kau un tunjukkan diri kau yang macam sial kat aku. oh. mula mula dgr je psl perangai kau dari org. buat macam ta dgr je ama. muka boleh tahan, tapi aku ta penah cair tgk muka kau. entahla, awak ta menarik dimata saya.

lama lama friendship kami makin ta oke. hmm, mula mula rasa macam lost something pasal kau yg paling aku close that time.

makin hari dah ta close sangat and kau bila sedih, smua kau cari aku.peh, kau igt aku ni plastic ke apa? HAHA. tapi ta kisah un, kan aku ta minta dibalas, pasal aku belaja " what goes around, comes around " so take turn lah, u buat i, for sure someday, u pulak kena. but dont wory that time, if u still cari i, then i still akan kata " sabar ea " hee.

hmm, saya tpu, saya start benci awak(: maybe ta banyak la sangat, cuma rasa muak je bila tgk muka awak, no wonder banyak sangat gelaran untuk awak. rupanyer perngai dan gelaran ,lebih kurang je. pathetic lah gelaran awak dari saya. hee.

awak benar benar buat saya benci awak lah kut. pandai awak(:
by the way, awak yang telah tutup hati saya untuk kaum awak. terima kasih.

A L A A

finally, semua dah balik ke normal.hee~
last night, we have small conversation at ym. so tengok how useful ym bagi menyelesaikan masalah:) HAHA. she's fine. happy doe. baby, dah maafkan dah.jgn sedih sedih agy k:)

intan payung sayang;

hee, this time kami gile gile kat umah. ketawa gelak gelak mcm org gile, ta tau plak, the next day ada exam:) HAHA. and ketika itu, saya masih memiliki rmbt panjang saya=.="

best best best best. tu je mampu nk describe perasaan ni:)
saya masih merindui rakan rakan saya espcly ; min, namie and elle :(

we make a deal:)

morning morning morning

hee.11:07 im jusr started writing this entry. ta tau lah pkul bape bru nk siap entry ni. bangun terlewat arini, bgun bgun trus bukak laptop. semata mana nk bt entry ni.hee. why? i just nk complete kan balik blog blog yg ter bengkalai:)

have you ever learn about thi sword before "HAPPY" last night adalah hari yang aku happy. ALAA and me dah oke. hee, kami ta gaduh pun , it just matter of misunderstanding. we are fine. we were fine actly:)

by the way, semalam and past few days, i met new friend! hee~ he's cool, awesome and he advice me a lot. and some tips that he had given sama macam apa yang i used to do:) such as, talk with the miror. hey dude, actly i used talk to myself.

i never thought yang aku akan bual banyak perkara ngn dia. hee~ he's totally diffrent from N****. seriouslly, i glad i found u:) we re friend. hee.he promised me, he wont leave me alone and stay with me.

dia klaka bole, ketawa gelak bile rply msg dia kt YM ta rasa masa dah berlalu. hee.dia kelaka la. sumpah. sorry, aku teremo smlm, i just takut kau akn tglkn aku. betul, tu la selalu diorg bt. tapi kte dah deal kan, kte kwn tau:)

belooon,
i glad that i found u,
i love been around,
u make it easy,
as easy as one two three:)

tu je lyrics yg aku boleh dedicate kat kau. HAHA

b a c k

ama ama ama
selamat cuti semester pertama kepada kawan kawan. saya tau semua kwan kawan tengah ready ngn plan masing masing. HAHA. aku dah plan nk buat apa time cuti yang ta berapa nk panjang ni. so,aku rasa aku nak marathon drama korea dan filem hindustan. kan best kan? hehe. apa yang akan berlaku ialah, air mata ta akan putus putus tengok dua benda ni. aku nak imagine yang aku jadi heroin. pasal semua cerita hindustan happy ending while my love story, macam tuttt. HAHA. baik aku imagine aku je heroin, so happy sikit aku. hehe:)

aku dah senaraikan dah movie hindustan yang nk ditonton;
1, mohabbatein
2, kabhi kushi kabhi gham
3, mann
4, hai dil jo pya karega
5, baatshah
6, om shanti om
7, doom

ta kesah la orang nak kata aku tebiat ke apa, aku still nk tgk those movies. one of my friends katam buat bazir air mata je. hee~ babe, mata aku akan dibersihkan ngn air mata sendiri buakn nyer ngn eye more. eye more bautan, ta tulen.HAHA.

ouh, dulu time kecik kecik, ibu abah lah yang paling gile hindustan. sampai snggup ta gy kawen org semata mata nk tgk movie kt tv3. HAHA. umah aku plak penuh ngn movie hindustan. mmg time kecik tgk hindustan je lah:p
bila dah besar, ibu abah dah ta tgk smua ni. mereka ta ada masa dah ta ada masa nk tgk smua ni.
kalau tgk un bila free time.tu pun klu nak lah. klu ta, mereka tido, pasal weekend je break time downg. espclly abah la=.="

untuk pengetahuan semua, dulu umah aku byk gile ngn movie hindustan. tapi psl kebykkn makcik dan pakcik pinjam dan downg buat harta sendiri, tu yang asset kteowg kurang:)HAHA. tu yang aku nak pinjam kat kwn kwn yg ada movie hindustan ni, nk beli kena duit uh. dah la kewangan aku merosot. nk minta abh mmg sure ta dapat lah, pasal benda yang ta penting ni mmg ta akan dibelikan. dia kata ta ada keperluan, tapi klu buat muka merajuk, belikan juga nanti:)

oke oke.since raya aku ta update blog an, so aku nk cakap selamat beraya k:) walaupun terlewat.HAHA.

im not oke.

sakit hati gile!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

none

miss you.miss you.miss you.miss you.miss you.
=.=

scandal

i know.im not his type and even he has his own gf.i wont be regret leaving you without any single word.
sorry for let you down before.thanks for everything.the time we spent tgther and what we had together.sorry.we had no sweet memory.you drive me crazy.yah.u makes me thingking of you all the day and night.then u makes me suffer.
they told me that im obsses about you.i cant deny it.
tryin to forgive and forget you.forgive?no,you dint do anything.
i miss your sweet text and the way you care about me.you text me before i sleep,eat,bath and even bfre go to schl and clss.
i miss you.i still remember you text me to take nasi during bulan puasa last year.


and.
i wont be regret and wont turn back.im leaving you.i know you wont care.i met new friends,and i know you wont be jealous.

amma(you always call me amma;indian pronounce and spell like im indian. lots of people at uitm call me like this,no more special)

request by halim hanafi

si gedik telah bertanya kepada si ama.
"ama,nape kau nyer blog smua psl kawan?"
ama pun jwp dgn selamba
"pasal aku sayang kawan kawan aku"
"kau ramai kawan kan.?"gedik berkata.
"Alhamdullillah,banyak."

disni igin aku katakan.gedik aka arjah aka halim suka bt aku terpkir byk benda mengenai kawan.bro,thanks.lu bt aku rasa gelagah je.HAHA

fun fun fun

today i had so much fun with cutie and botak.HAHA
yah.with ala and muzakir aka k..
first time berkaroke dgn diorg and their voice agak oke.espcly ala lah.and k,dia agak malu dgn aku eventhough sbnrnye dia lngsung ta tau malu.sorry k.
hee:)
yah.both of them sweet couple.ye.best gile tgk diorg.k senior kteowg but he fall in love with his own junior..hee:)how come?ask himself.
best,cool,rock!!!
pegi bazar and ol.ta rasa penat langsung.bahkan rasa diri ni dihargai.the best part is,the sang a song for me.thanks korg.
i meet new friends which is my seniors.i dont know their names but i think i know them.i saw them before at campus.and one of them penah hantar ala and me to angsana.he quite oke.his name amy i guess.gf dia comel gile.kak pka i think.i talk to her before and we chat.hee:)
no more 'ctan'.k panggil aku mak.and i dont noe why.mayb pasal aku alwys pura pura garang towards him.
ala,ystrdy dia bt aku feel better.i love her.i can feel that she is my truly friend.there is so many thing yg berlaku sejak akhir ni,espcly bout our lecturer.pn thahirah and ala ada problms with pn safiah.but about pn thahirah tu dah oke dah.yehhh:)
i hv no prblms wit pn safiah,but k and ala,ada sikit.wth ngn bdk bdk kt campus.kecoh gile nk menyibuk hal org.pls lah.biar ala and k bahagia oke!!!
yah,i know korg jeles.k and ala agk hot.korg ta dpt diorg nk kepoh kepoh kasi tau lecturer.welk!

modul punya pasal

wish me ol the best.
gile ah.kena jmpa singa.

amamamama!

namie,aku dah besar kan.aku bole bt decision sendiri kan.aku bole bt pilihan sendiri kan.aku bole gelak gelak mcm dulu kan.
aku bodoh seh.aku ni balik balik kat kwn sendiri.aku ta tau napa.namie.aku stuck kat diorg dua.n both re my bstfrnd.namie.
dia ckp.
ama,kau cuma scndal aku je.ye,aku sakit hati.namie.aku sakit.
aku malu.
namie,aku nk mcm org lain.
zue ala,zue satu benda yg aku tahu psl kau yg aku syg kau.kau kisah aku n kau ta nak org sakit kan hati aku.thanks syg:)
ala,ily.ye.aku syg kau.jgn tglkn aku.pls:)
dear my beloved boyfriends,aku syg korg as a frnd je tau.hee.gurau je bole kan.
the only word that describe me-friendly-
hee.mereka kasi.hehe.n miss lion.HAHA